......Mind My Business.....

damn!!! yahll still be on here...? shyt, its about to be on and poppin!

KICKED OUT AGAIN!!!!!!

Current Mood: annoyed

I MISS EVERYONE :(!! SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON LATELY-- I GOT A JOB AND I GO TO SKOOL SO I DONT REALLY HAVE TIME ANYMORE. BUT YEA, HOW IS EVERYONE DOIN??? OH ME, IVE BEEN FINE LOL... DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO SAY CAUSE A LOT OF SHYT HAS BEEN GOIN ON. IM SEEIN DEMETRIUS MORE OFTEN NOW AND THATS MAKIN ME HAPPY. UMMM... I WORK AT RED LOBSTERS...YEESSS, I BE EATIN LIKE SHYT!. WELL, HAVE NOTHIN MORE TO SAY.... SEEE U ALL SOON....

*I MISS MY KIMMY AND KIA AND MARCUS... HAVENT HEARD FROM YALL IN A WHILE! :(

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: MARIO- LET ME LUV U

my explanation for not updating and commenting in yalls journals is because ive ja been goin through a lot and i got a lot of shyt on my mind... so please dont be mad at me ad delete me. I AM TRULY SORRY!!! i will do what i can when im able to...luv ya, hope u luv me

Current Mood: cold

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATIN AND SHYT LIKE DAT BUT MY MOMS AND I GOT INTO IT A WHILE BACK AND NOW IM KINDA HOMELESS BUT ASS SOON AS I GET MY SHYT 2GETHA IMMA BE UP AND GOIN, YA KNOW....

Current Mood: bitchy

hey yall... wats really good? here are sum pix that ive taken since i last updated... enjoy!


[me lookin a tad bit ghetto]




[pix of yesterday when i was pose to go chuckie cheese...lol]


















[old pix from coolidge]





[my lil sis]


[da nite i went to the tunnel...12-26-05]



[me bein bored like always]



[my son terrell]


[pix of me and my son rick]













[me stalkin rick in mexx]



[keishas lil sis... isnt she cute]



[me and nardo actin silly]





[and my boo demetrius... lol]

Current Mood: chillin

wassup yall? i caught myself cryin ova my son that died 3 years ago... i wrote her this letta for sum reason, why...idk. i know she wont get it but i also know that shes watchin ova me and she knows and im thinkin about her all the time. im goin to her grave site on her bday [December 24] and im gonna put the letta down by her grave... i luv that girl to death!!! here it go....


December 24, 2005

Muffin,

Happy Birthday son!! Damn, I miss you like shit girl. I cant believe its been three ,plus, years since you passed. I swear it was just yesterday you were chillin on the block doing cheers with us. Im so fucking mad that bitch made nigga took your life away and you're not here to have our backs like back when we were in Brightwood... lol, we were always fighting bitches that fake on us. Its because of you im knocking bitches out now. You taught me well!!

I remember the first day i met you, in first grade, we got into a fight and hated each other for a while. Then i left to go to another school. One year later i just happened to move right around the corner from you and in the same third class as you. We were in Ms. Thortons class. It was so funny because it was all of us in that one class, Carmella, Ayana, Karimah, Noel, Sheldon, you, me and damn near the whole hood...lol. We became real close in that class. You remember how we got into in with all our teachers? The funniest one was with Dr. Banks, she threw the chair at me and you had my back and cursed her out, I'll never forget those days. Lol, we were bad. Oh yea, i remember when we were in the fifth grade and that chick in sixth grade, shorty needed to get a body guard fucking with us, and you still went after her!! I wish we had more days like that. Now its just me and Keisha fighting hoes. The day you died i promised that i would have your sisters back, especially Keisha, no matter what. And i kept up to my promise son, y'all bitches are like sisters to me.

man, i dont even know what to say for real... all i can do is think about the times we shared together as sum youngins. You know, the good and the bad. Remember when we used to be in your basement rapping to Bone Thugs and dancin to go-go?... Crossroads was our fav song... Its cause of you and Keisha, young ass, im in go-gos freaking like shyt. Every time I party, I party for you. I got drunk and high as shyt when you died, all for you baby girl. Shyt, you remember the tape we made back in 1997, in Hazell and them house? I used to always watch it, my lil ass was dancin like shit in that joint. Its like, when you died I couldnt even find it anymore. Im hoping that i find it now, since im moving and shyt. I dont even know what to say, I dont even know why im writing this letter to you, I just miss you like shit and I know your smiling right now because i wrote you. Im going to close it with sayin I LOVE YOU Kenyetta "Muffin" Basil. You're my heart boo!!!!


Your son always,


Alisha Anderson

Current Mood: Cryin for you boo
Current Music: Bone Thugs- See you at the Crossroads

...did yall miss me? i know i dont be updatin all the time, shyt, i be on missions like shyt now a days. a lot of shyt has happened since the last time i updated. i was about to fight one of my close friends, now we not even cool at all, i was gonna bang her lil ass out... and im about to move!! yes, im so boosted. im tired of this weak ass hood with all these dry ass fake bytches... yes, im talkin about yall-- Sonia and Hazell Hamilton--- lol. u like how i put yall out there right? i know, i know, i gotta keep shyt real blunt and gutta now a days [thats the only way to be]! but yea, i saw demetrius on wednesday, i was happy like shyt! couldnt stop smilin!! :) anyways... im thinkin about doin hair until i figa out wat i really wanna do, im actually pretty good... look at sum of the things i did!

--- i got bored so i did my own hair ---






--- look tight dont it?? this was my first time doin it myself, and i did it betta than anyone else would! ---







--- me and iris [my ex-best friend] actin crazy lmao ---



--- my son george, i was doin his hair in plats, they look ja aiight too ---












--- my lil brova travon [play brova] i met him through demetrius, and now im his personal hair dresser , his hair is like mad short, so i tried, but it came out aiight ---

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Lil Wayne- Fireman

wassup did yall miss me?? so much shyt has been happenin to me and its just tooooo much to update. but on another note, we are havin a TOY DRIVE for Laron [Keda-Boos son] anything from 6 months- 24 months. if u know anyone who wants to donate money, clothes or toys for x-mas, that would be great. i have all of the info that u need and if u have anything u can contact me [let me know and ill talk to u on the phone or w/e]....

here are sum pix of me curlin my hair for the first time in like 4 months...lol..the first pic is what it looks like just blow dried out. [my hair is like mad thin, its ridiculous! lol]


me doin it by sections




this is what it looks like done








...like? lol. but yea, i took like soooo many pix since i last REALLY updated and i dont have time to post em 4real, 4real, and im sure yall dont wanna see all of em.

man..i have no job!! i quit my job on thankxgivin day, they blew me like shyt. i dont even know what to say 4real, cause its so much drama and excitement goin on in my life right now, shyt... it got me confused, but its fun.

Current Mood: feelin pretty good

....what kind of mother do i have???? she wont even let me drive without a license, i swear she dont care about me!!!

Current Mood: dorky

GET A FUCKIN LYFE, SHORTY IS DOIN HER AND SHES DOIN A GOOD ASS JOB CAUSE U HATIN!! LOL, I LAUGH AT CLOWNS LIKE DA ONES THAT BE ON LIVEJOURNAL.COM... I MEAN WHATS GOIN ON? DID U TRY TO GET AT HER OR SUMMIN AND SHE TURNED U DOWN? IS THAT WHY U ACTIN LIKE DAT? HA! CLOWNS... I TELL YA. U NEED TO COME CORRECT WHEN U CUMMIN AT PEOPLE U SCARED ASS BYTCH! START ANOUNCIN URSELF, WHAT UR HEART BEATIN FOR? IS U SCARED? MUST BE. COME ON MAN, GROW THE FUQ UP. I DONT KNOW MORG OR TIFF BUT FROM WHAT I HEAR THEY COOL AS SHYT AND THEY PRETTY, AND MARCUS IS MY SON, U JUST A GET-WIT, A FUCKIN WANNA BE!! I WISH U WOULD GO ON ME AND ANOUNCE URSELF, THAT WOULD BE DA DAY!! CUM OUT UR SHELL BYTCH!!

TO MORG, TIFF AND MARCUS... FUQ THIS BYTCH ASS NIGGA, DONT STUNT!! YALL BETTA THAN THIS BYTCH, REMEMBER THAT!!

edit-- i wanna apologize to jilly for thinkin it was her, im sorry. i know u not that immature to do sum bamma shyt like dat. so if u see this im sorry!

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Eve- My Bytches

HEY YALL... THERES A TOY DRIVE THATS ABOUT TO GO ON FOR KEDAS [R.I.P.] BABY BOY THAT SHE LEFT BEHIND. IT STARTS ON DECEMBER 1 AND IM ASKIN YALL TO PLEASE HELP IF YOU CAN. THEY'RE ACCEPTIN TOYS AND CLOTHES FROM 5 MONTHS-1 YRS OLD. THEY ARE ALSO TAKIN PAMPERS AND SHYT LIKE THAT AND DONATIONS. SO PLEASE HELP IF YOU CAN, IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO ME AND HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS...THANKX!!

IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS HOLLA AT ME...

Current Mood: anxious

...wassup, did yall miss me?? yea, i know..i know... how can u NOT miss me??? im ME!! sike nah,let me update a lil. i have another job workin at Majestics [movie theata] free tickets liiii!! lol. but yea. toay i got soaked, it was ridiculous. i mean my pants, socks and shoes were done for... all because i was walkin to the bank for the manager at ben & jerrys. i had to put sumones jeans on and this boy got socks and shoes for me...wanna see??? the pants fit sooo funny and the shoes are not all that but i needed summin

Current Mood: crazy

...this girl i know died and im so fuqd up cause her BF keeps callin me and cryin and hes makin me cry... ill update lata

EDIT:
WHOLE STORY...[GOIN BY EAR AND NOT WHAT I SAW] KEDA WENT TO A GO-GO WITH 2 GIRLS AND I KNOW ONE OF EM. SO A FIGHT BROKE OUT IN THE CLUB AND THOSE WHO KNOWS DA CULTURE CLUB KNOWS THAT ITS SMALL AS HELL... SO SINCE THEY WERE FIGHTIN THE SECURITY JUST STARTED TO MACE NIGGAS. KEDA GOT HIT WITH THE MACE SO SHE COULDNT SEE. SO THEY RUN OUT THE CLUB AND WHEN THEY STARTED SHOOTIN SHE STILL COULDNT SEE SO SHE HIT THE FLOOR WITH HER TWO FRIENDS... SHE NEVA GOT BACK UP. SHE WAS STILL ALIVE BUT PASSED AWAY ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL.

... I KEEP WONDERIN WHAT SHE WAS THINKIN ABOUT, U KNOW, WHAT WAS HER LAST THOUGHTS. I KNOW SHE HAD TO BE THINKIN ABOUT HER 6 MONTH OLD BABY, HER FAMILY AND SUM MORE SHYT. HER BF IS MY EX-BF FROM 3 YEARS AGO BUT WE STILL COOL AND HE CALLED ME CRYIN AND THAT NIGHT I COULDNT STOP!! I JUST SAW HE ON FRIDAY IN BEN N JERRYS CHILLIN-- I DIDNT REALLY GET A CHANCE TO KNOW HER BUT SHE SEEMED COOL AND IM STILL HURT BECAUSE SHES GONE AND LEFT A CHILD BEHIND... ILL HOLLA AT YALL LATA...

Current Mood: sympathetic

... i just couldnt stop cheesin, i couldnt even look in his eyes...who am i talkin about u ask...? demetrius of course. he called me cause he was lost and he just happened to be around my job area so i told him to bust a U. im soooo happy!! :)

Current Mood: excited

...i was gonna update on whats been goin on but im just gonna do todays, well yesterdays...

i sent demetrius a text sayin that i didnt wanna talk to him anymore because he was too far, and i think hes mad but dont wanna say anything to me about it. all he keeps sayin is "okay FRIEND", i mean, just by him sayin that i know hes mad or hurt [i know im both, hurt and mad]. and im upset. i really like him but OXIN HILL7 is a hike!! omg, im mad right now. i havent seen him in sooo long and for sum odd reason me not seein him is bringin me closer to him and makin me feel diff about him, like its more than like... more like lust. i dont wanna stop talkin to him cause i know if i see him with sum otha chiq imma be jealous as shyt. i can tell he likes me cause when i first told him that we needed to talk about us i think he got a lil scared..well, not scared but u know, nervous i guess. i dont know what to do. im goin to his football game on thursday [its the last game] and hopefully i get a chance to talk to him about the situation. damn, imma be happy as shyt seein him!! but at the same time imma end up sad again because we might just end it... imma update lata, its gettin late.

ps: i really wanna update my past week but im a lil blown right now, sorry...

Current Mood: sad

... YES, ITS HALLOWEEN, THE DAY I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BORN!! LOL--- BEST BELIEVE THE TRUE ME IS GONNA CUM OUT TONIGHT >:) AND IM GONNA SEE MOB AND CCB TONIGHT...WHAT SHOULD I WEAR, WHAT SHOULD I WEAR??

Current Mood: crazy

yesterday was okay. i woke up to a phone call from INDYA askin me if i wanted to go to the mall so i went. it was rainin like shyt man!! we went to wheaton and i filled out a few applications and got demetrius a LRG shirt from Up Against the Wall


u know summin slight!! i got me sum jeans from Charlotte Russe and i saw KIM ( http://www.livejournal.com/users/noturaveragechc )...i was lookin at clothes and i heard sumone say HI ALISHA, shocked the hell out of me too, i turned around and it was her. anyways, i was in the fittin room and it smelled like str8 ass...stinky ass too, it was the worse LMAO. Kim said it smelled like ass and tampons..LMAO. and it was true. so afta that i went to FOREVER 21 and got two shirts. we walked around for a while and i saw a few niggas a knew, got sum numbers from old friends [u know!] and ate. i saw my son and he ended up catchin the trian with us since we all live by each otha.

we got to slver spring and went to my job to get sum food. we were in there trippin while we were eatin. then we went to Ben and Jerry's and i saw this boy named Adrian, im ja crushin on him cause hes a cutie but u know i cant leave my CREEP for anotha nigga [and yes, im talkin about demetrius]...but anyways, my son nicole rode on the bus with us cause she was goin to the club with me. when i took a shower and i got dressed and we headed out. we got there kinda early tho but me and nicole was trippin on the dance floor. it was like 10 people in the club and we were dancin and doin the KID AND PLAY dance lmao. a rack of niggas that work around my area came and i danced with a couple of them. and yes, i danced with adrian, i had to...it was a MUST!! we were chillin 2gether all night. they left and i left a lil afta like aroun 5am. got home, took a shower and went smack to sleep!!

today...didnt do much but chill. i went to alicias house

[thats my nigga Thomas in the pic, well half of his face]. i left from round there came home and took a lil nap. woke up and went to keishas house, she be lunchin. let me tell u what her lil bad ass sis did... i knocked on the door and Kia opened it, saw that it was me and screamed, then slamed the door...LMAO, it was the funniest thing. her motha came to the door and was laughin like shyt cause she know that lil girl is a devil!!! wat next...ummm...i came home and that was about it...holla back

Current Mood: giggly

Current Mood: bored